I don't know what to do.

I can't design.

I can't debate.

I can't adjudicate.

I know I can't do any of these. Yet I'm doing all of them at the same time.

*

3Ds Max is a pain in the neck. VR 3 and Simulation Modelling are all about 3Ds Max, so that makes both subjects a pain in the neck as well.

I suck in designing.

*

Tate said 'First, you have to believe that you can adjudicate. The next thing is to actually do it'.

But, Tate, it's hard. I can't do it.

If only you're less scary, I would have told you what I feel and not actually agreed to go to Bangkok.

guard, down

the berlin wall has fallen down for years now. why do you still have yours standing tall?

tall and strong when people try so hard to climb it, break it.

shattered to pieces when they just walk pass by.

they don't notice.

but i did.

i saw it, once.

for that one second you were truly transparent. i can never forget that look on your face, the gloomiest gloom i've ever seen.

and then suddenly the wall was up again.

just like how you click hide/unhide selection in 3ds Max.

hahah.

*this song has no relation in any sort with the post. i just happened to watch 'the sisterhood of the travelling pants' last night and this song plays when lena (rory from gilmore girls) runs to kiss kostas. heh.

Fine City

I would walk for a hundred miles for a glimpse of your southern smile.

*Is it just me or the moon really looks much more divine in Singapore than here?

Rahel Andretti

Put on weight.

Let's hate Hari Raya.

cross colouring never gets old

I kinda not like my 'new' Sony Ericsson C905. The camera is 8 mega pixel, yes, and that's it. Sometimes the pictures quality are not as good as my old LG Viewty. Viewty could record a video at 120 frames per second. Slow mo, man. And it has options to choose the video format to record. The Viewty's camera(s) are much better compared to this hyped 8 mega pixel for a phone cam. Even the Viewty's audio quality is much better than the C905's.

I'll decide whether I still wanna use this phone or revert to the Viewty.

The World's tryout was today. I didn't make it to the World's teams. Means I won't be going to Turkey at the end of this year to celebrate my first new year outside Boleh.

But Clanzman said that I'm going to Bangkok this November for the Asian's BP.

Hah. Hah. Hah.

Thought of the day: Is it some kind of a new trend for young Malaysians to not try hard enough so that they won't be disappointed if they don't make it? - Angie.

Oh, the post title. It's my virtual character's name in Second Life. I've just registered my account, it seems that all VR students should have one. Haih.

Tonight

by Kate Walsh

You don't know about me
And you don't care what affair still haunts me
And you don't know what it is about me
And I don't care, I don't care if you love me

Tonight we'll be whoever we like
Tonight we'll leave our troubles behind
Tonight in each other we'll hide
Tonight we'll be alright...

And I don't know about you
And I don't care about the girl behind you
And I don't know what it is about you
That makes me want to run and jump inside you

Tonight in each other we'll hide
Tonight we'll leave our troubles behind
Tonight we'll be whoever we like
Tonight, tonight we'll be alright...

You don't understand why my heart feels bad
From the love you hold out in your hand
And you offer it without command
I just don't know why I can't get you inside,
Why I need you tonight...

Cause you don't know about me,
And you don't care how this affair will break me.
And why should I care about you, if you don't care,
You don't care if i love you?

I'm useless in softwares.

My VRML is not fully functional. As what I want it to be.


Stupid. Submission is this Wednesday. I haven't updated shit in my sketchbook.

Bad vs Good

The spikes are bad elements. The spheres are the good ones. Sigh. I suck in this.



Dilla, if you're reading this, I'll get back to you tomorrow, okay? Been really busy with my submissions but I WILL try to help you. Aku takde credit weh. Huhu

So Tell Me, How Metal Slash Cute is Gabriela?

The best picture of Gabriela. Ain't she cute! And both of them are smiling..so that's just super! Definitely my favourite picture of my favourite band.


Rodrigo y Gabriela. Rodrigo AND Gabriela, and that 'y' there is pronounced as 'ee' not 'why'. I've been a fan since 2006, after listening to their 'Diablo Rojo' which means Red Devil (or if I were to translate this in Bahasa, means 'Penyokong Si Syaitan Merah Bahalol Manchester United'), a song they wrote after having 3 consecutive crazy ass roller coaster rides.


Ultimate guitar orgasm. The kind that even guitar-God Hammet could not give. Hahah.


I love every single track in their self-entitled album, but my favourites are Diablo Rojo, Viking Man, Ixtapa and Tamacun. Amazing, amazing tracks. Hell they even did a great job on their Orion Metallica cover. A full cover on acoustic guitars. Damn.


Now I've just got my hands on their new album, 11:11. A sort of 'thank you' album to those great musicians who have inspired them in making their music. Best guitar album ever produced. Period.


All tracks in the new album are great it's hard to choose a favourite! Argh! Why do they have to be so damn good? I'd kill to see them live anywhere! Rodrigo is just charming. And Gabriela, you've got to see how good she is.

RodGab, when you finally come to perform in Bristol this November, could you please give your guitar picks (and sign them if you could be so kind) to a dark, handsome gentleman sitting on the front row and ask him to pass that guitar picks to his little sister? Because I believe that man would be my big brother. :P